TO YOU:
hais.
im so disappointed in you.
im trying to help you and you dont want to help yourself.
and you give me such a bad attitude.
ya im so unimportant right.
okay thats good.
i also have feelings.
if you hurt me and i nvr say anything.
it doesn't mean that im alright!
okay? im rly hurt.
always there for you, but its like when u need me den u find me.
dont need me den what? throw me aside?

TO: YOU ALL

& do i always give ppl the impression that im so weak and everything?
am i so good to bully and be criticised?
i dunno.
so what if i dont show my feelings out?
it doesnt mean that IM NOT HURT.
its just that i dont want to hurt our relationships okay.

do u understand friends?
why dont i see you all criticising other ppl?
why isit always me?

dont give excuses like ' coz they wan bu qi, ni wan de qi ma. '
yeah like shit la.
ya and i know im not tall im short.
so isit my fault?

should i go hang myself for this flaw?
did i give ppl the wrong impression that im a person that you can-suan-and-make-fun of and you can just go on like this forever?
i know u all are playful.
but there's a limit to everything u know?

i hate it.
my fault?
i've rly tried hard to please everyone.
but i think i shouldnt anymore.
whats the use of being so nice to you?
when ppl dont even treasure u.

actually, i think im pathetic.
always being SO nice to everyone.
even if its not my fault i still continue to smile.
and everything.

fk.
i miss mel !
she's in genting ):